Originally written on June 10, 2022
I often wonder if there’s a point in time when I’ll just be. When I’ll feel confident and comfortable. Will I have the understanding of life I always presumed adults had. I don’t feel like there was an invisible threshold that I passed and all of a sudden I was an adult human in the same way I pictured adults to be when I was a kid. I still feel uncertain and constantly second guess. There has been no major shift aside from feeling more myself every year older I get. Wishing I had known this version of myself longer. Spent less time worrying. Figuring out who I was versus who other people wanted me to be.
